| Updation needed |
[Jun. 27th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
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Well lets see, im on a roll, first xanga then this..schwing! Well um...hm..what else to say?
:thinks: I dont like lj...it makes me mad..and its not cool fool. yeah..i dunno :yawns: im happy though, i got icecream..and i think i will abandon this lj, it upsets me, and it bores me like whoosh! haha..yes..thats what ill do!
Krys, Leo, Alicia, Kello, Danny, Chase, Andrea, Taryn...yes <33 you all ^__^ dont ask me why i just did that..no idea. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW!!..or something? yeah..beh so um..yeah..i dont have anything to say BUT...
Andrea and I are repin the youth look. Even if she doesnt think i am..but pst..i am..lol.
Alicia..muh cracka! crazy cracka ill eat you for dinna! ^__^ <3
Taryn..only one thing to say...Penis.
Chase..heh..that...stalker.
Krys..i love you:-) and always will
Danny..you are just one of those people that..make me laugh..or make fun of me. either one.
kello..aha..my desperate friend...those old fools in walmart..psh
AND AND AND AND LEOOOO i love you!! yes yes yes omg like totally like IM MAD. haha <3
anyways..and for the rest of you..yes..i dunno go eat some icecream and be happy. |
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| whats to loose |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|11:23 am] |
well..i have nothing better to do so..ill update..again..yeah..ok so last entry yeah..funny thing, im sure i knew the guy..pussy. anyway, hm..nothing much happened yesterday..just talked with krys, which was a good thing, ended in a good night, or well..compared to the past few nights anything is better -.- but yeah. theres not much going on in my life either..rawr doesnt that just suck.
Well, planning to go to a concert when i get back home in August, i guess..not sure though hm..gotta find the money to do it with, well ill be working so ill get it..$100 minimun..interesting..but yeah, Taking my bestfriend with me if all goes right, yay. hm what else..
two days till my ma comes down to visit, wtf shes driving is beyond me..-.- but we're suppose to go over to my aunt and spend the weekend over there THEN...go to her house -yay- can't wait. I've noticed something, i eat more at my g-ma's and ma's house than my own..maybe because they always have food worth eating? i dunno..but my stepbrother came in yesterday, so he's here for the weekend..then has to go back to his dad's then...come back the next week..i dunno weird people. My brothers birthday is friday..lmao i just remembered that..sad..so yeah hm..:itches head: i gotta get him something i suppose huh..yeah :shrug: yeah..well..who knows...
ramble ramble ramble..i have too much time on my hands. So..yeah..Hopefully things between me and krys will get better, i hope. I love you. But we'll see i suppose. And as i could ramble on forever and a half..im gonna go instead..yeah...:stare: yeah..so yeah..
signing out,
Brandon |
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| my ignorence |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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| | SilverChair-Suicidal dream | ] |
UnknownToAll666: WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU FAGGOT FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT
UnknownToAll666: KILL YOUR FUCKING SELF
UnknownToAll666: DIE MOTHERFUCKER
UnknownToAll666: what is your problem
UnknownToAll666: brandon
BranTM03: who are you?
UnknownToAll666: dont worry about who this is..it aint anyone you know..but i know krystal..what the fuck she cryin for
UnknownToAll666: or committin suicide
UnknownToAll666: give me a straight answer or no...i wanna know whats wrong
BranTM03: because we are having relationship problems
UnknownToAll666: as always...i always see her away message like this
UnknownToAll666: its your fault and i know it
BranTM03: ..yeah i know
UnknownToAll666: stupid motherfucker need your chest kicked in for pullin this shit..if i were her id dump your lousy ass
UnknownToAll666: but no..you drive her to try suicide
BranTM03: i didnt drive her to do anything
UnknownToAll666: then why the fuck is she doin it dumb fuck
UnknownToAll666: answer that one
BranTM03: she does it on her own
UnknownToAll666: no see i just caught your ass in your own lie you pathetic fucker...she wouldnt do it on her own unless she had a reason to be driven to do it..and you are the reason she is doing it...what the fuck you think im stupid?
UnknownToAll666: how old are you..18 i heard..
BranTM03: yeah
BranTM03: its my fault, i know this
UnknownToAll666: im 17, just turned it a few months ago..and i just caught you in your own lie...
UnknownToAll666: you just contradicted yourself
BranTM03: alright
UnknownToAll666: 18 years old and stupider than i am
UnknownToAll666: damn...thats pretty sad shit
UnknownToAll666: why dont you 2 just stop with the hayness bullshit..cause all you do is cause her problems
BranTM03: ...alright
UnknownToAll666: dumbass little kid need your damn head kicked in..and chest caved in from a ball bat...cuz you are tearin apart a good soul with your bullshit
BranTM03: alright
UnknownToAll666: and ive seen it go on long enuff...be glad i dont live near you..ida done went to your house and beat your fucken skull in
BranTM03: im sure
UnknownToAll666: you dont think so
UnknownToAll666: motherfucker i dont play with kids like you
UnknownToAll666: ill do it
UnknownToAll666: you think im playin
BranTM03: kids..right
UnknownToAll666: ill beat your fucken ass
UnknownToAll666: i aint playin...i come from a rough place
BranTM03: alright ill let you think that
BranTM03: yeah good for you but i dont care to hear your life history
UnknownToAll666: ask me if i give a fuck you stupid ass little kid
yep..atleast someone else understands it like me..glad too, im not alone. But then again thats my life story, im a fuckup and i bring others nothing but problems..therefore..i give up, i need to just disapper for awhile, probably will..
Salma, Alicia, leo...thanks
other than all that, ive missed taryn, finally got to talk to her last night..which was good, made me laugh..crazy kid. and if you read this kid...penis. we're so immature, we laugh at the word penis..jesus christ. some people never grow up, and usually the funnest to be around.
anyway..other than that, i have no tears left to cry, no heart left to break, and no life left to destroy.
signing out,
-Brandon |
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| Last Entry? |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
Well, Last Entry...For some of you,that won't leave me alone. bah you people. (Leslie and Tommy) yeah well ok here it is forr you.
I'm finished everyone, everything is finally completely falling apart and i don't want to have to deal with any of this any longer. Simple really..As i was talking to Tommy today, we were talking about "going out quiet" well i would be but no i have to change everything for them. No attention whore thing going on here for entertainment, which i can't stand, thanks for all of you who fill that spot. Wow come to think about it..doing this because of online people. Well not JUST online people, really i have no one else but yeah. Seems pretty pathetic, but ive known you all for like going on 2years? something like that and oh well as pathetic as it is then label me as that. I've finally figured that it's probably the best thing to do now.
Leslie- I know i know i know but hey its ok. SOOO every gay person in this world thought we liked each other. We've had the best laughs and great times. screw what everyone else thinks, Love you kiddo.
Tommy- sorry man, youre a great guy, be good to leo or ill kick your ass...yeah..anyway no worries kid, itll be fine soon enough, love ya like a bro. -TBF-
Alison- welp, what can i say lol MALLOW! yeah good laughs, ups and downs but hell pick up a bottle and chug it down.
Everyone else -hobbiers-...good time kids, so much drama, almost addicting huh? well the entertainment was great and yeah, nothing more i can say.Love you guys.
Krystal- I dont know what to say, we've had great times and like now we've had terrible times. All i can say is that i love you with all my heart, and im sorry i couldnt have been everything for you. I'm sorry to have ever put you in doubt and paranoia..im sorry for everything, i take all the blame and hold it to myself. I'll miss you, and I love you..
what more can i say? For all you other people that hate me..and that i hate well, i hate you. yes. and else nothing that i can think of. Left an awaymessage on for you all...not that i think ill get them so yeah lol maybe ill keep an eye on it until..well until whenever. I took my idle thing off so i won't go idle and my phone is off, so im set. Right? I believe so. So will all that said..Goodbye All. And if this doesn't finish through for some bizarre reason..im Truely sorry for you and myself. Have fun my friends =)
-Brandon |
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| thong thong thong thong |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
h0t for leo: HEY YOU LIKE
h0t for leo: MY DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES
h0t for leo: YOU KNOW WHATS THATS FROM
h0t for leo: STAYING UP WAITING FOR TOMMy
h0t for leo: YEAh.
BranTM03: hahahah
BranTM03: awwwwwwwww
BranTM03: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
BranTM03: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
h0t for leo: STOP
h0t for leo: AWWING.
h0t for leo: >:o
BranTM03: and youre so cute typing that
BranTM03: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
h0t for leo: STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
BranTM03: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
h0t for leo: LEMME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee
BranTM03: im gonna get him on right now
BranTM03: awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
h0t for leo: so he can aww me
h0t for leo: ..
BranTM03: yes
h0t for leo: and make me look liek an ugly tifany GIRL
BranTM03: lmao
BranTM03: no shes all skinny
BranTM03: and has her thong sticking out everywhere
h0t for leo: ahahahhahaha
BranTM03: and we have to sit and look at it
BranTM03: and EW
BranTM03: do you do that?
BranTM03: cause
BranTM03: if you did
BranTM03: itd be ok
h0t for leo: no..
BranTM03: lmao
h0t for leo: sorry.
h0t for leo: thats sick
h0t for leo: ahahah
BranTM03: hahahah
h0t for leo: I think
h0t for leo: ill pass
BranTM03: hahah
BranTM03: its ok
BranTM03: i understand
h0t for leo: yeah..
h0t for leo: lol
BranTM03: i do
h0t for leo: you do
BranTM03: i wouldnt want anything up my ass either
BranTM03: its ok
h0t for leo: no I said I dont
h0t for leo: nevermind.
BranTM03: oh gotcha
BranTM03: i wouldnt want anything up my ass showing
BranTM03: yes
BranTM03: gottacha
BranTM03: me either
h0t for leo: yessir...
h0t for leo: ahahah
BranTM03: YES
BranTM03: lmao
BranTM03: GOTTTTTTTCHA
h0t for leo: YES....
h0t for leo: ahahah
thong thong thong thong! aha HEEEAHHAHEYehAHehYHEA yeah |
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| Suicidal Thoughs |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|11:53 pm] |
When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's 2
Who's to blame for both of them
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddah head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't,
I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind
I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me
Naw you wouldn't understand
You see its kinda like the crack did to Pookie, in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back
Should I die on the train track, like Remo in Beatstreet
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me
My baby momma kissed me but she glad I'm gone
She knew me and her sista had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak,
call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak.
I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches hawkin',
matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'.
[BANG]..
:breathes deep: Grand..
Now as there isn't much more i can do now, I shall sit in my room, pure darkness and let the tears roll..:dies: |
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| Another Survey as my SB comes to an end |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|02:34 pm] |
ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Brandon...blah blah blah blah.
Age:: 18
Height:: 6'4-6'5
Natural hair colour:: eh..black?
Eye colour:: Blue, grey, green
Number of siblings:: ..2 yesh 2
Glasses/contacts?:: both
Piercings:: 9
Tattoos:: nada
Braces?:: HAAAAAAAAAA nope..
FAVOURITE
Colour:: Blue
Band:: um outkast
Song:: The Reason:-)
Stuffed animal:: ...um...i have too many?
Video game:: dont play em but N4S BITCH!
TV show:: ..ehhhhhhhhhhh barney:-)
Movie:: um..dunno
Book:: Abarat, Count of MOnte Crisco
Food:: CHicken
Game on a cell phone:: Tetris
CD cover:: Disturbed..
Flower:: uh..:thinks: PANDA PLANT
Scent:: of what?
Animal:: Tiger
Comic book:: dont read em
Cereal:: chex
Website:: :shrug:
Cartoon:: umm simpsons
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: jaaa guitar some drums
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no
Like to sing?:: of course;)
Have a job?:: yeah
Have a cell phone?:: to play my tetris
Like to play sports?:: yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: yes:-D
Have a crush on someone?:: yep
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: uh yes on the coast of that one island...you know..
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: :counts: yes
Have any special talents/skills?:: aha..;)
Excercise daily?:: yea
Like school?:: helllllll no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: if i think about it
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yes..
Speak any other languages?:: spanish
Go a day without food?:: i can go many
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes
Read music, not just tabs?:: yeppie
Roll your tongue?:: yea wink wink
Eat a whole pizza?:: havent tried
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: of course
Cried to get out of trouble?:: no
Gotten lost in your city?:: lmao no but thatd be funny
Seen a shooting star?:: yeah
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: i wish but i wouldnt come back then
Had a serious surgery?:: umm arent they all serious?
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no..:shifts eyes:
Solved a rubiks cube?:: yea
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: boxers..well i wear them all the time...
Cried over a girl?:: :sigh: -.-
Cried over a boy?:: no...
Kissed a random stranger?:: no but theyve kissed me..
Hugged a random stranger?:: yes all the time:-)
Been in a fist fight?:: many
Been arrested?:: yeah
Done drugs?:: yeah
Had alcohol?:: all the time
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes:-)
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: pshhhhhhh no
Swore at your parents?:: all the fucking time
Been to warped tour?:: ...:blink:
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: haha cause im evil
Been in love?:: yes
Been close to love?:: yea
Been to a casino?:: yeah
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no..id die if i did
Broken a bone?:: many
Gotten stitches?:: yeeeeeep
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: haha actually
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: ew
Made homemade muffins?:: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Bitten someone?:: yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: no im deprived
More than 5 times?:: NO FUCKER
Been to niagra falls?:: when i was a baby
Burped in someones face?:: heeeh
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes >.<
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: This morning
Went to the bathroom:: umm..few mins ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: ..bah awhile
Read a book:: yesterday
Had a snow day:: ...stfu
Had a party:: ummm...awhile
Had a slumber party:: ...never
Made fun of someone:: this morning
Tripped in front of someone:: dunno
Went to the grocery store:: OMG OMG OMG LIKE...yesterday
Got sick:: dunno
Cursed:: FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER...uh..
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: truck
Body spray/lotion:: ...?
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: hmmm blankey:-)
Headache/stomach ache:: SIDFJDSFJ RAWR
Paint/charcoal:: uh charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: both
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: ICING
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: kisses
Cookies/muffins:: muffins
p33n/bewbz:: ...what?
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: door?
Emo/goth:: goth
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: both
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: sleeveless
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear
Moon/mars:: Mars
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: too many
What are their names?:: ....psh
Do you have a best friend?:: yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yea
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: umm..girls
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yeah >.<
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: whats it matter..you wouldnt get it...
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yeppie
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: gotta ask them
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: i dunno..
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes
What friend have you known the longest?:: Jay
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: sure
If so, what is it?:: nada your buisness
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: not that often
Do any of your friends drive?:: yea
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: yea..
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: hm..i dunno
What do you think your friends think of you?:: :shrug:
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: yeah
If you have, with who?:: people..
Are you single?:: no
Are you in a relationship?:: yes
If so, for how long?:: 7months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: sure
What is your idea of the best date?:: ...WHY DO YOU ASK
What was your first kiss like?:: sloppy and quick (psh little kids)
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: like..7
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: sometimes
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: what do you think
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: lmao im not single weeee
Have you ever been dumped?:: yep
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yea
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: had sex?
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: feet
Hat:: hair
Hard:: ...ball
Free:: shit
Space:: stars
Taste:: food
Good charlotte:: gay
Red:: blood
Deep:: weeee...
Heart:: beat
Cord:: ...cord
Cheese:: fungus
Rain:: water..
Work:: sucks
Pedal:: flower
Head:: brain
Bed:: comfy
Fluff:: pillow
Hardcore:: sexxxx
Race:: car
Knife:: cut..
Jump:: high
I....
am:: a guy
want:: stuff
need:: more stuff
crave:: even more stuff
love:: krystal
hate:: myself
did:: ....stuff
feel:: tired
miss:: krystal
am annoyed by:: lots of people
would rather:: be with krystal
am tired of:: people
will always:: ..hate myself
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock
What time is it now?:: time for this to end
What day is it?:: sat.
Whens the last time you called someone?:: 10am
How much money do you have right now?:: ...eh 14$
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: THIS
Do you like parades?:: no
Do you like the moon?:: yea
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: talk
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: ..no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: telepathic
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yea..
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: skip its?
What about sock em boppers?:: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yes
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: sure
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: yes
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: yes
friendly?:: no
evil?:: yes
smart?:: no
strong?:: eh
talented?:: no
dorky?:: yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: :think: lots of people
skip:: ..skip..
dance:: Nina
lonely:: ..eh..
pen:: ..no one is a pen RAWR
flower:: OR THAT
window:: NOPE
psycho:: me
brain freeze:: aarron
orange:: ...ree
sassy:: your mom
jelly:: your moms sister
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: for
love:: dor
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: for
canada:: against YOU DAMN CANADIANS
united states:: againstYOU DAMN AMERICANS
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: against
surveys:: against
parents:: for...
cars:: for
killing:: for
britney spears:: fake boobs..hmm
coffee:: against
pants:: AGAINST
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: have
Play strip poker?:: have
Run away?:: have
Curse at a teacher?:: have
Not take a shower for a week?:: no
Ask someone out?:: have
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: sure
Go scuba diving?:: have
Write a book?:: have xP
Become a rockstar?:: have:-D
Have casual sex?:: oh yeah all the time
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: ...some kind in the bathroom
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: hmmm for me to know and you to find out
What kind of computer do you have?:: one that works
What grade are you in?:: 3rd
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yes
Or just make out?:: make out with popcorn?
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 1 i had more..
How many cds do you have?:: too many to count
What time is it now?:: happy time since this is over
WOO ok so yeah anyways SB is over and i missed krystal yay i get to talk to her now woo and NOTHING HAPPENED durring sb so yeah oh well..lol |
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| >.< Bored |
[Apr. 7th, 2004|12:23 am] |
What is your name?: Brandon
Are you named after anyone?: ...probably
What's your screename?: dunno..
Would you name a child of yours after you?: hell no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: .....
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Ladon
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: hah..uh no?
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: hmmmm maybe
Basics
Your gender:: Female...
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Gay rawr
Single?: Taken
If not, do you want to be?: ...er?
Birthdate:: Nov 12
Your age:: 18
Age you act:: ..haha younger 15?
Age you wish you were:: 22?
Your height:: 6'5
Eye color:: blue, green, grey
Happy with it?: with...what?
Hair color:: Black
Happy with it?: ...my hair?
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: ambidextrous
Your living arrangement:: ...i have lots?
Your family:: gay
Have any pets?: tons
Whats your job?: landscaping
Piercings?: yep..9
Tattoos?: nada yet
Obsessions?: ...:-/ Krystal
Addictions?: krystal
Do you speak another language?: si
Have a favorite quote?: ....rawr
Do you have a webpage?: why?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it it sucks and i need to die?
Do you live in the moment?: this moment? nahh
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: :-/
Do you have any secrets?: si
Do you hate yourself?: si
Do you like your handwriting?: ..dont care for it
Do you have any bad habits?: so krystal says lol
What is the compliment you get from most people?: ...whats a compliment?psh
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: gay life of a gay guy
What's your biggest fear?: ..umm losing krystal
Can you sing?: si si
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: cool? COOL?? no
Are you a loner?: yes rock on
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to die before 30
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: hell no
Are you a daredevil?: si si
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive
Do you have a journal?: online?
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: um hate and love
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: "what wouldnt i change about myself"
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: of course
Do you think life has been good so far?: HAH
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: :sigh: um..ive learned lots
What do you like the most about your body?: uh? eyes?
And least?: everything
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: nope
What is the fictional character you are most like?: pshh i dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?: most likely
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no BASTARDS
Sleep with stuffed animals?: oh yes all the time
Take walks in the rain?: no...
Talk to people even though you hate them?: hmmm:-)
Drive?: yeah..
Like to drive fast?: i street race?
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: no..or GO TO AUS.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: :sigh: yes
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: heh
Had a medical emergency?: of course
Had surgery?: yea
Ran away from home?: yes
Played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: heh
Been picked on?: by friends?
Been on stage?: yepppie
Slept outdoors?: yep
Thought about suicide?: yep
Pulled an all nighter?: yep
If yes, what is your record?: 5days
Gone one day without food?: yeah..
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: :thinks: ummm errrr...yep
Slept all day?: yea
Killed someone?: :shifts eyes:
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: i AM crazy
Kissed the same sex?: no..
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yea
Had a dream that came true?: all the time
Broken the law?: of course
Met a famous person?: i AM FAMOUS...
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: NEVER
On purpose?: hell no.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: uh i dont remember...
Stolen anything?: ladeda...
Been on radio/tv?: yea
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeeeeea
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: yep
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yep
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: of course
Miracles?: ehhh
Astrology?: no
Magic?: depends..
God?: no
Satan?: maybe
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: is "ghost" the proper word to call them?
Luck?: yea
Love at first sight?: heh
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: of course
Witches?: well..in a way yes
Easter bunny?: heeeh yes now..WHERES MY CHOCOLATE BUNNY
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: me irish me pot of gold
Do you wish on stars?: no damn balls of burning gasses
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: hell no
Where do you think we go when we die?: wherever
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: of course
Who is your best friend?: heeeh "tommy duh"
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: ehh Ree
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: hm..dont get attached. but i didnt listen
Your favourite inside joke?: DANT POKET!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: :shrug:
Who's your longest known friend?: ummmm :shrug:
Newest?: ummmm
Shyest?: UMMMM
Funniest?: UMMMMM
Sweetest?: UMMM
Closest?: TOmmy
Weirdest?: ...ummmm
Smartest?: HAHAHA...
Ditziest?: ..um Nina
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Bri
Last person you talked to online?: Krystal
Who do you talk to most online?: Krystal
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
Who do you trust most?: Krystal
Who listens to your problems?: ...poor person
Who do you fight most with?: ...bah
Who's the nicest?: no one..YOU FUCKING BASTARDS lol
Who's the most outgoing?: i dunno
Who's the best singer?: Nicole
Who's on your shit-list?: :grin: many people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: eh yea
Who's your second family?: Tommy
Do you always feel understood?: hell no
Who's the loudest friend?: Nina
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: ..:look around: Nana's heh
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: ...no ones
Do your friends know you?: eh...nah
Friend that lives farthest away:: Leo
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: stuff
Turn-on?: Krystal
Turn-off?: a pic that matt sent me
First kiss?: ummm..3rd. grade
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: ..uh..i dunno
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yea..
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: sometimes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: NO
What is best about the opposite sex?: :drools: i dunno
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: bah complicated
What's the last present someone gave you?: uh :thinks far back: i dunno...
Are you in love?: yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: howd you know...
You wanted to kill?: hah..someone..
That you laughed at?: Krystal
That laughed at you?: Krystal
That turned you on?: KRYSTAL
You went shopping with?: ...not krystal
That broke your heart?: ..bah..
To disappoint you?: myself
To ask you out?: no one
To make you cry?: bahh
To brighten up your day?: krystal
That you thought about?: krystal
You saw a movie with?: ..uh..
You talked to on the phone?: my..mom?
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Krystal
You saw?: My g-ma
You lost?: ...bah
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: krystal
Or some random person?: ....krystal
What are you wearing right now?: clothes
Body part you're touching right now:: ;) lol knees elbows
What are you worried about right now?: krystal
What book are you reading?: The Abarat
What's on your mousepad?: Grey
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: pathetic, un useful...thats enough
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: yes
that was so gay...and a waste of time >. |
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| hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|09:52 am] |
So..today is great ol Tuesday. my count down is soon coming to an end. 2days :glowing smile: can't wait! woo So my trip to NC to see my wonderful cousins..aha..yeah i miss them so its ok. Bri and Shelby..hm oh and some other cousins moved in around there go fig but MY BABY COUSIN WILL BE THERE woooo shes adorable haha love her but what else oh..they have hourses and chickens. yes..in our pre football field has been taken over, oh well thats ok, i will enjoy it either way. other than that, everyone is at school..it's been boring it the mornings, so what do we do? eh sleeep lol but yeah ladedadada :impacient:
OK OK OK OK OK today..is zeeee 6th if you havent noticed and yes its a happy happy day so far, hope it stays that way:-) My babys and i 7month anniversary..wooo :dances: i didn't want her to leave last night:-( made me sad but its ok as long as i get to talk to her today. weeeee happy happy joy joy lol well..7 months has got to tell you something eh? lol I love her so very much. im IN love with her so deep, im not able to get out of the hole, not that i want to anytime soon. Trouble is that we have this thing called LONG DISTANCE..rawr. thats alright though..:sigh: soon enough sooooon enough, hopefully this summer :grins: heh anyway so yeah anyways i could go on and go forever about her and how much i love her, yeah..I'd die for this one right here..with happiness even. Never met anyone like her, probably why i love her, it always seems the better you get to know someone, you notice they are extremely different from anyone you've known and perfect. Perfect to youreself. If two people closed off the world and were together, wouldnt each be perfect to the other. Love does crazy things, things you never thought youd do, things youd never thought you would have to deal with but its all great, everynight i lay down and think, only think about is being with her..loving her, taking care of her forever..only if dreams came true all the time. But i could ramble on and on forever and a half but ill save you the trouble so...as i go...
before signing off...
I love you with all my heart Krystal. |
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| Depression on the run |
[Apr. 1st, 2004|10:53 pm] |
Yeah..woo..SB starting tomorrow..too bad im not excited about it, school..come home, pick up bags and hit the road for 5hrs. Some reason im NOT looking forward to that..rawr. but oh well..spending a week up there..without an internet go figure, eh ill change that, hopefully. I'll miss my baby too much:-( bah..already do. so tired, exhausted..walking around in crutches isnt that hard but tiring after awhile.
Lets see what else..bah..stupid people..stupid everything bahhh RIP Heather. Goodlick Mandel..pull through..
Krystal, baby im sorry for anything i do to upset you, its the last thing i want. But i love you with all my heart, dedicated to only you, and to anything you want. If i had one night with you, alone to make it perfect in your eyes, id do anything in my power to let it be perfect for you. I love you and miss you..:hugs:
Nothing more to say..or think about..yeah..no rambling tonight..eh..yeah..later.. |
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